sarapis

pathetically inadequate and unfashionable;
easily insulted and offended

There are days. And today is one of those days. I walk around. Look around. A Mad day, a dear god day. A Why day. Why day. Why day. Why day. Why day. Why day. A why day. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why you, why did you. Why. Why. Why. Today. A mad day. Whyy

Taon ng pagsubok at pagkabigo
Taon ng paglubog at pagkawala
Bumubulong ang lupa,
Humahalik,
Wala ka
Ano ka
Sumagot ka
Talunan
Talunan
Talunan

Jump

“So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don’t you know this life goes on”

Pistorius.

Prayer @ 3

I know I deserve.
But god
don’t let me
self-destruct.
Inside,

I’m deorc-ing.
Let there be light!

I desire you now more than ever.
Save me

forever.

Bobo

Loser.
Bobo.
Makitid.
Putangina.
Bobo.
Makitid.
Bobo.
Bobo.
Bobo.
Bobo.
Bobo.
Putangina.

Haring Araw

Akala ko
Tapos na
ang masasakit na umaga

Heto na naman
Ang hapding dala
Ng liwanag mo, Araw

May bukas pa
Sana pagmulat ko
Hindi umaga

Ayoko

Bumalik na naman

Sa halik
Sa yakap
Sa dila
Sa hawak

Walang saya
Walang nararamdaman

Walang pagkatapos
Hindi nalilibugan

Pakinggan mo ang dibdib ko
Walang tumitibok dito


Patay na

Debentures

Drinking

Listening
Reading
Drinking

Waiting
Drinking.

I’m a loser

Knock on my door.
I’m a loser

Fucked Up

I woke up
It wasn’t cool.
Guilt
Dirt
All over.
What a messy place to be
A whored bed
I hate the world.
Happy Valentines Day

Faith

You could have been my hope. 
I would have changed for you. 

You could have been my battle.
I would have fought for you.

You could have been my last.
I would have breathed my last with you.

But you left.


You gave up.

My queen,
You have given up.

Traydor

Alam ko ang ginagawa mo.
Alam ko ang sinasabi mo.
Alam ko ang pakay mo.
Kailan ako makakabayad sayo?

Gusto kitang hamunin
Gusto kitang suntukin!
Kaibigan,
Para saan 
Ang pagbuo mo sayo?

Para sa katarungan
Para sa pagkamuhing hindi makakalimutan
Para sa utang na hindi mababayaran
Para sa pait na dala ng aking pangalan

Sana kapag pumikit ka
Sana sa pagmulat ng iyong mga mata
Sa gabi, sa umaga
Sa batis ng iyong diwa at kaluluwa
Sa rurok ng iyong dunong at ligaya

Malasap mo
Ginhawa.

Komodo Dragon Day 1

Do you get that what i’m going through is hell?
Do you have any idea that what i am right now is hell?
Do you realize that there are places better than this hell?
Maybe you don’t.
Maybe you won’t.


You enjoy.
You fucking enjoy.

@

“What do you care?”